Awaarapan Banjaarapan

Was searching for some soft music; happened to listen this one and went on listening it for long.
Few of its lines describe my state of mind so nicely..

1) Awaarapaan Banjaraapan
Ek Hala Hai Seene Mein
Har Dam Har Pal Bechaini Hai
Kaun Bhala Hai Seene Mein

2) Jaane Yeh Kaisi Aag Lagi Hai
Is Mein Dhua Na Chingari
Ho Na Ho Us Par Kahin Koi
Khwaab Jala Hai Seene Mein

3) Kahan Kise Ke Liye Hai Mumkin
Sab Ke Liye Ek Sa Hona
Thoda Sa Dil Mera Bura Hai
Thoda Bhala Hai Seene Mein

4) Khanjar se haathon pe lakeerein
Koi bhala kya likh paaya
Humne magar ek paagalpan mein
Khud ko chhala hai seene mein

Now whether it is current state of mind or it always remains like that, is a really tough question but I anyway don't strive for its answer. I enjoy it, both this state of mind and this song.