I am Back

Mood: Amused
Companion: Silence

You can kick me,
You can get me on-my-knees.
You can hurt me,
You can cause emotion-freeze.
You can push me,
You can do all wrong deeds.

But-Baby..
I will be back,
Always better and strong.
Reticent but Resilient,
M'gonna irritate you for long..

I am inspired. I have gained self-belief. It feels good.

Bas Yun Hi

Mood: Lonely, Contemplative.
Companion: Hindi Music (All mixed).

It's not always that you feel so fresh at these hours of night. I wish to go out and sit roadside in this chilling night but my heart doesn't even bother to convey this to my mind as it already knows the answer.

I happenned to read some lines from someone's autobiography sometime back and I am still in the after-effect. I don't understand how people can express and more importantly admit their emotions so beautifully and publicly. I almost had my eyes wet. It felt like a wave of emotions running through my body in a split second. I, really, was touched. More so because I have known the person!

The Dull Weekends

It is always like that:- You wish something and when you get that, you realize.. ahhh, that's not what I really wanted!

Lately, I had been busy over the weekends and was wishing so hard for the phase to get over and now i can't believe what I am doing with the weekends.

Wake-up late, watch TV, have lunch, do some surfing, sleep, roam around uselessly, have dinner, watch TV, sleep again! And throughtout the day, I will keep on telling myself that I have been wasting the time but then who cares! Wasting two days of a week like this is just not acceptable. I am tired and annoyed of myself.
Working days of the week are anyway planned but I need to plan the weekends for myself. What can I do to fill the space?

1. Some Sport - I should go out to play badminton.
2. Reading Novels - Sounds good but someone gotta tell me good novels which I would like.
3. Technical Skills - Inspite of wasting the time sleeping, it is any day better to learn some thing new. Won't be very interesting though but I am sure I won't get bored and will feel good at the end of the day.
4. An outing per month - That will be icing on the top!

Now, let me not flood the weekends also with so many TO-DOs; you have to get relaxed after all.